1. Letting go will feel like hitting a wall but staying is like getting hit by a train that you’ve watched approaching for miles2. There are so many songs that are crying out that it will get better.
Listen to the music.3. The most anger you will ever feel will burn from inside your heart4. Nostalgia will only tell you bedtime stories, don’t let it hold you close at night, don’t let it keep you warm5.
Hold the moments that you want to go on for a million years close to your heart, do not let them burn out6. You will find someone that isn’t them, you will love again and it will feel pure and innocent and you will forget all about those that hurt you7. People remember everything, They will see the impact you had on their lives later on8. You hate high School, but when its over, you will get flashbacks of being young and sneaking looks and notes to your crush, and the talks with your teachers that matter, make sure you take it all in9. The people you think are your perfect match, they will be the ones to light you on fire and watch you burn.10. What is destined to be yours will find its way back to you. Trust that.
11. You are the protagonist of your story, so its ok to change and grow without them.12. Music cures every ailment.13. Telling people how I met you and fell in love with you still warms my heart, tel me how to let go of you.14.
When you first fall lout of love, you won’t want to do it again, but the feeling of your heart warming to someone new will make you want to fall as hard as ever15. You will jump off the cliff, hoping and praying there wont be sharp rocks at the bottom, and when you’re young you will think you’ll know how much it’ll hurt. When it finally happens, you will see you won’t have a clue.16. My biggest fear was one day being without you, but now I’m growing into someone without you, and it feels right17. The kinder you are, the more beautiful you will be18. One day, when you meet again, it’ll be as lovely and scary as the first time.19.
You will find the one for you, you may not notice at first because they aren’t as shiny as they seem in the movies, but when you feel the calm they bring, then you will know.20. Thank God he’s here.21. The boy I see in my dreams isn’t dishonest, he holds me whenever I feel lonely, we sit around the dining table and I talk about to his mom about her youth and past loves. She always talks about how love is the biggest fear people have, but I don’t tell her everything about me. That I’m afraid beyond belief of what love has done to me. That I spent the past three years loving someone who didn’t know anything but how to tear me apart bit by bit.
This boy that runs through my dreams persuades me that love isn’t just bite marks and bruises. In these dreams, my scars don’t exist because I have never tasted a dangerous love before. This boy loves me enough that he lets me meet his mother, he destroys the idea that love is worth dying for, and that instead its worth living for.22. Love may stay, it may not, maybe it shouldn’t.23. Even if I look in another direction, I will always look back to you. 24.
People that are sweet like you tempt the worst kind of hunger.25. You will never see how much you’ve changed everything for me.26. I found a religion in you, your lips told me stories that comforted me, and you hands promised to hold me. That comfort was temporary, and when I pull my head from my hands, I can see that spring only lasts a few months.27. Let it be, May is over, it is over.
There are so many versions of love in this world, but you will never have the same love twice.